y don't u wanna b w/ me a lot? y just him? if he's that special 2 u i will just back off from u until u guys break up or sumthin (since thats inevitable). also i knew it was u who said butternut squash    ur the only 1 who wood    and cant u c all i want u 2 do is stop always paying attention to him and and maybe give me a little leway? i mean, wat am i supposed 2 do w/ "ur not awesome, SENORITA UNO!" or "um, ur not rlly wat i'd call smart...." or sumthin along those lines. y do u say those kinds of things? and i hav my own intrests, u no. just bcuz i like music u think sucks does not mean that it must suck. personally, i dont agree w/ ur dreams/interests either lately but do i get in ur way? no. i let u go do wat u needa do. i may seem like i wanna bother u, but thats not it. i just feel stuck. idk, sumthin bout bein 12/13 yrs old or sumthin. i just feel like i need sum room. so, getting back 2 the point, u can do wateva u want, but leave me alone, ok? i must take my own flippin path w/o u always puttin me down. so there.