im hatin my life right now....first i will tell u about teh Not-So-Bad-But-Still-Really-Bad news
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ok, so first of all, my mom thinks i caught her cold (go figure, EVERYONES gettin sick now, for example: Gnome and her bronchitis) but i think i just caught PART of it....everyones makin foun of meh super scratchy voice): and somedays meh throat randomly starts to hurt....and another thing, i got surgery and i cnt do gym (besides da pain, im kinda likin da No-Gym-For-Me part(: ....BUT STILL):
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and now for da SUPER BAD NEWS!!!!!    i just sent meh boyfrend a break-up txt):    HEY HE DESERVES IT!!    hes always treatin me like im a doll, he thinks he can control me!    he doesnt care about my feelins, he wont even call me or txt me!! he hasnt even TLKED to me in MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!    da only time we can actually tlk nis wen we sit nxt to each other on da bus....OH dats another thing!!    he doesnt CARE whether he sits nxt to me or not!! HEEEEEEEE just wnts da WINDOW SEAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    when i get da window seat before him, he sits nxt to me and then says (like its a joke, he smiles while sayin it) "i'm gonna move" i usually say "no, dnt!" but today i said "fine, go ahead i dnt care" and so he started grabin his stuff thankfully someone took da seat before he cud....and every day he gives me at LEAST a hug wen he gets off da bus, but IM always da one who says "can i have a hug?" or i just reach my arms out for one....today i decided to test him....i didnt ask for one or reach my arms out and he just IGNORED MEEEE!!!!    WAT IS DIS KIDS PROB?!?!?!?!    so i broke up with him but i dnt think he even got da txt since hes basically been ignorin me for da past few months....and it hasnt even past our first christmas together, or valentines day, and march was supposed to be our one yr anniversary): wat evs, he deserves it!!!!!!!    he USED to read my blogs but i BET U hes not gonna read dis one since he doesnt even care bout me anymore):    mood: no such words can describe the pain i feel inside):